Post by Z on May 28, 2007 5:17:43 GMT -5
{28/05/07}
Dear Diary...
What a cliché way to start a diary off. But how else could I start? Everything else gives a too big meaning. What if some dirty hands managed to get a hold of my journal? I’d really regret writing anything else. Anyway, I figured getting a diary is what I needed to keep important dates and timelines in order. I realise I should have started it earlier because there are more important and crucial dates in my life, but to start it now means whatever I write is what I actually want to remember. So I could always add a quote or a short paragraph from the past where I see fit.
Enough of above rambling, today I had a thought. Yes, I do have brainwaves every now and again. I mean I’m not dim but my thoughts have been elsewhere of late. No, my thought is on a pet. What if I owned a cat? It’s something my mind has pondered on before but not really followed through. I really would like a cat. I would call it Willow and it would be the only thing I could grow to love and trust. But what would be the point? Everything you grow to love and trusts dies eventually... I’m sorry. I’m going off topic here. Everything about anything besides a cat in this paragraph is irrelevant, so let me continue. I want it to be a white cat, a cuddly one that I can talk to and tell my deepest secrets. She wouldn’t even tell her cat friends either because she would love and trust me back.
I think I’ll dedicate this paragraph to Akira. What do you mean you haven’t heard of him? Mirai Akira Takahashi. School’s out now but I did take a class or two with him. I don’t know why but he’s been on my mind lately. I only don’t know why because nobody has ever been on my mind since Jared. I just shrugged. You know, raised my shoulders and all. Well I thought I’d write down what I did because when I read this in the future it’s not like I’ll be able to see myself shrugging. Or maybe I will, I don’t know. Stop it Teshi, you’ve gone off topic again. If you want to discuss shrugging, do it in the next paragraph. Anyway, I recently bumped into Akira in Jacksons. No I didn’t go in to drink, although I had done that already because I’m foolish. Someone had spiked the drink. But as I was saying, I went in because I saw Akira go in there. I can’t recall why I followed him in, I was in some nauseus state and had more confidence. I remember thinking how strong Akira is though, and that attracted me. Akira has such a beautiful face, the shape of his eyes, his petite nose, the outline of his face. He could be a model if he wanted.
Okay so, I know this isn't really talking about my day in particular, but there's nothing that interesting about it. I did start talking to Akira finally, considering I usually isolate myself from people, but that's about all that's happened I find worthy of writing. I'm not nervous of anyone else reading this, I haven't really put anything too... uh. Whatever the word is, have I? Well let's just say I don't regret my words. That's all I want to say for now anyway. Ja ne tomodachi ~
Dear Diary...
What a cliché way to start a diary off. But how else could I start? Everything else gives a too big meaning. What if some dirty hands managed to get a hold of my journal? I’d really regret writing anything else. Anyway, I figured getting a diary is what I needed to keep important dates and timelines in order. I realise I should have started it earlier because there are more important and crucial dates in my life, but to start it now means whatever I write is what I actually want to remember. So I could always add a quote or a short paragraph from the past where I see fit.
Enough of above rambling, today I had a thought. Yes, I do have brainwaves every now and again. I mean I’m not dim but my thoughts have been elsewhere of late. No, my thought is on a pet. What if I owned a cat? It’s something my mind has pondered on before but not really followed through. I really would like a cat. I would call it Willow and it would be the only thing I could grow to love and trust. But what would be the point? Everything you grow to love and trusts dies eventually... I’m sorry. I’m going off topic here. Everything about anything besides a cat in this paragraph is irrelevant, so let me continue. I want it to be a white cat, a cuddly one that I can talk to and tell my deepest secrets. She wouldn’t even tell her cat friends either because she would love and trust me back.
I think I’ll dedicate this paragraph to Akira. What do you mean you haven’t heard of him? Mirai Akira Takahashi. School’s out now but I did take a class or two with him. I don’t know why but he’s been on my mind lately. I only don’t know why because nobody has ever been on my mind since Jared. I just shrugged. You know, raised my shoulders and all. Well I thought I’d write down what I did because when I read this in the future it’s not like I’ll be able to see myself shrugging. Or maybe I will, I don’t know. Stop it Teshi, you’ve gone off topic again. If you want to discuss shrugging, do it in the next paragraph. Anyway, I recently bumped into Akira in Jacksons. No I didn’t go in to drink, although I had done that already because I’m foolish. Someone had spiked the drink. But as I was saying, I went in because I saw Akira go in there. I can’t recall why I followed him in, I was in some nauseus state and had more confidence. I remember thinking how strong Akira is though, and that attracted me. Akira has such a beautiful face, the shape of his eyes, his petite nose, the outline of his face. He could be a model if he wanted.
Okay so, I know this isn't really talking about my day in particular, but there's nothing that interesting about it. I did start talking to Akira finally, considering I usually isolate myself from people, but that's about all that's happened I find worthy of writing. I'm not nervous of anyone else reading this, I haven't really put anything too... uh. Whatever the word is, have I? Well let's just say I don't regret my words. That's all I want to say for now anyway. Ja ne tomodachi ~
