Post by SPOTLESS ™ on Jul 13, 2007 18:36:39 GMT -5
Dear Diary,
Where to begin?! Alright, it being unfortunate that I haven't come up with a better beginning than 'dear diary' but oh well. Oh, see, that was an interesting thing to begin with wasn't it? Anyway... ahg, there are so many things that happened today. I went out with mom, and she asked repeatedly if I had gotten smashed, which of course, me being me I hadn't. One of these days I'm going to surprise her and arrive totally wasted. Heh. I know she enjoys joking around, but I think she would blow a gasket. And if you've ever seen my dear old mother blow a gasket, you'll know its no laughing matter. Anyway, enough of that. Here we are, approaching the real reason I'm so eager to write.
Galen Hay.
I can't stop thinking about him. I can't. I seem to see him everywhere I go, and I know he's engaged but... hey, who says I can't break this up? No, no. That would be no good. I'm sweet little Jessie remember? I can't do anything like break up an engagement. I've also heard a rumor they're having a baby, which really only complicates the whole deal. I think I'm in love with him. He's so pretty. And smart. And all that other great stuff, and knowing him he'll probably end up going to Yale. He's one of my best friends, and he and Maddie are really happy together. Gawd, I hate that Maddie person. She annoys me more than anyone, and she doesn't deserve Galen. I never thought Galen would fall for someone like Maddie... actually, I thought he would fall for... well...
me.
But, I guess there's not really anything I can do. If mom finds this, she'll never let me rest. I mean, there's no off button. I love my mother, but she can be a tad bit immature. A tad bit immature? Who am I kidding. She's a kid, with the added bonus of alcohol. Hahaha... mom drunk. That's always interesting. I have a feeling for my 21st birthday were going to go get wasted together. And neither of us will remember anything. Which is good, because for all I know, I might've hooked up with Galen.
And that's a bad thing because...? And Galen never drinks. I think. Well, byyeee...
Jess
Dammit. Dammit. Dammit, dammit, dammit DAMMIT! I can't believe I did it. I can't believe it. I'm better than this. My mom expects me to be better than this.
And really, I'm not any better than that Maddie girl.
Jess
