Post by SPOTLESS ™ on Jul 2, 2007 21:15:59 GMT -5
Hello All,
My day was relatively uninteresting.
Tzip
Hola,
I'm bored today. I actually took part in early morning chores. That's how much I was bored, I didn't even feel like going out to the woods. I took care of Mars today. She was crazy, fat, crazy, and fat. She's going to have her baby wicked soon I hope. Yeah, I hope being the key word. Well, moving on. So, after continually not feeling like going to the woods, I went to Starbucks. Why? No idea. I hate people. They make me all squirmy and uncomfortable, and the only reason I can broadcast this on the internet is because the chances of someone saying, "oh! I think I'll look on Tzipporah's blog today," are very slim. So therefor, I will release my innermost feelings. Okay... not quite. But I will allow myself to open up a great deal more than usual.
So anyway, back to this Starbucks excursion. I met this girl. I think she has ADHD or something because she was nuts. I mean, like worse than I've ever seen. Worse than Anna even! Haha... if she saw that she would kill me. So anyway, this girl was trembling. I dunno... I can't help feeling that if I didn't have any control over my actions, I wouldn't be the person I am now. I wouldn't be so withdrawn, so solitary. But I've had a great deal of control over my emotions. Wayyy too much, actually. And that's why nobody can read me, and nobody really wants to anyway. I'm too hard to get too.
So there's my Dr. Phil insight on my own personality. I should probably go to bed. The moon is really crisp outside, like a perfect crescent. It seems so close. Like I could touch it if I tried. The moon is deceiving. Like life. Both cruel and unforgiving. Try your best to reach the moon, but each time, you fail. Over and over. And it's just a fact you have to accept.
Tzip
