[R] A LOVE SO PURE ♥ [continued] JESSEH

[♥ sunshineKISSESx ™]

Her smile lit up all the features on her face as he smiled mischievously at the thought of having the place to themselves. She knew they would have fun today, no doubt about it. And, even if it turned out extremely boring, which was far far less than possible, she would know that she had spent the day with Felix, instead of in compete boredom on her own, which would be much, much worse.

”Wow, I bet we can have heaps of fun then!”

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She said happily, saying exactly what she, and he, were thinking. Watching him intently as he went to move the lock of hair, but stopped himself. She bet he did that just for her, coz he knew she found it most definitely sexy when it fell like that. Which, was pretty often. And, that was a good thing. ;]

She nodded as he began to talk about Ry and Ri. She really missed all four of them hanging out, which they used to do like, ALL the time. And now, it was either Felix and Athena, or Thena and Riley. She would rather sit inside all day than come out with Athena, unless she was on one of her missions, when all of the sudden she decided to head off to somewhere like the park. And she was always alone now. Whatever happened between her and Ryan must have been something big, because Athena thought that they were the most inseparable friends she had.

”We should totally set them up somewhere.”

Her face seized into a very concentrating look, one she had earlier achieved. They should set the two up somewhere, and then they will have to talk to eachother. And, see eachother. The mission was to get Riley, and Ryan to leave the house. Without suspecting anything. =]

Her hand clasp firmly inbetween Felix’s, she took the steps by storm as she traveled the path she knew all to well to his apartment he shared with Ryan. The day was beautiful out, and the sun shone brightly, gleaming off the top of her head. Birds chirruped, and she was glad she was back in Lakeland.

[OOC;]I’m just skipping the lovely walk. :] [/OOC]

As she arrived at the apartment, her hand still entangled in Felix’s, she loosened her grip so he could unlock the door. Shifting her heavy book from arm to arm, a smile spread across her face as he let her in. She loved the smell of the apartment, it smelled like Felix, and it was a lovely smell. =] Chucking her book on the bench in the kitchen so she would remember it on the way out, she turned to Felix, a grin wide on her face.

”So, what should we do now?”[/b] ;][/size][/center]

[theLiZARDQUEEN]

♥

iS iT STiLL ME THAT MAKES YOU SWEAT?
AM i WHO YOU THiNK ABOUT iN BED?

Felix couldn't help but smile as Athena's over-excited voice reached his ears. Good, then the eagerness wasn't just one-sided. ;] He saw her normally oh-so-bright eyes dim a little as she spoke of Riley and Ryan. Ah, Tweedledum and Tweedledee themselves. ;] He remembered how their faces would light up when they saw the other; it was like fate that Ryan had gone to Riley's rescue at the Black River. Ryan had told Felix how he'd heard the bloodcurdling scream in the dark woods and had followed it fearfully, finding not a dead body as he'd been expecting, but a girl wearing jeans and a tutu, and how they'd ended up freezing their asses off in the water while they played 20 Questions. Felix had always been there for Ryan with his endless stories beginning with "Guess what Riley did today" or "Guess what Riley said the other day". Even though he usually fell alseep a couple of hours in, he knew his friend had something special and he didn't want to ruin it. It was sad that they had fallen out. Felix had absolutely no clue what it was about; all he knew was that Ryan was barely at home and he looked like death when he was. Felix had caught a glimpse of the infamous Miss Addison the other day when he'd gone to the girls' dorm to pick up Theene, and she looked completely different. Counting out the new flaming hair color, Riley looked dull, depressed and a shadow of her former self.

He perked up when Athena spoke her idea. Yes... that was a good idea. Set them up. He didn't know why they weren't seeing each other anymore, but making them see each other's faces and depressed selves could only alert them to how much they needed each other. It was a good idea, a very good idea. He looked at his girlfriend with a new level of respect. She wasn't just a pretty face, then. ;]

"Athena May, you never cease to astound me. How about, you stay over tonight,"

Here he paused while a smirk came over his face,

"and call Riley at your dorm, saying you need your PJs or something. Of course, you could always sleep in one of my... stop getting sidetracked, Felix."

He reprimanded himself aloud.

"Anyway, I'll call Ryan and say I need him at home. Then, Ryan comes home, Riley comes over with your un-needed PJs, and bam! Romeo and Juliet are back together."

He finished triumphantly. He was quite proud of that plan, actually. =] He looked smug and did the little shoulder-dance people do when they're really proud of themselves, and awaited Athena's judgement. Meanwhile, Athena was skipping down the steps, Felix's hand attached to hers, and therefore, dragging him along. He almost lost his balance and stumbled after her, leaving the library with a less-than-graceful exit.

The sun was warm on his shoulders as he walked side-by-side to his blonde-haired lover. The two looked very companiable, and Felix looked upwards briefly to thank the Lord that his parents didn't love him and sent him away to a boarding school in a different state. For if they hadn't, he'd be stuck at a private, all-boys school where what your father did for a living and how many butlers your house had ruled your status at school. He was forever thankful that fate had combined his path with Athena's, because the bouncy blonde made Felix a very happy bunny indeed. =] Soon enough, the pair reached Felix and Ryan's flat, and Felix stepped in front of Athena, digging into the pocket of his rawk-star skinny jeans xD to retrieve his key. The green hue of his shirt looked bright against the brown door, and soon enough he pushed the door open and stood back to let his girlfriend into his bachelor pad. ;] Contrasting with the boring outside of the flat, Ryan and Felix had pretty good taste in decor and had chosen a very flash theme for the house. The living room was all leather armchairs, comfy sofas and glass tables. The kitchen was stainless steel and benchtops, while each boy's bedroom had a double bed and their own touch added to it.

Felix closed the door while Athena set her books on the table in the kitchen, he walked over to where she stood just in time to hear her question. Felix smiled slyly and set his books down next to hers, stepping closer to her and pulling her close to him.

"Weelll... there are a multitude of things we could do."

He dipped his head down and kissed her neck gently, hands running down her back, over her spine, to her waist, here they sat lightly.

"We could... study for school next term."

His kisses between words trailed around her neck to her throat, where he kissed the small hollow of her neck. His hands sat still on her waist, not moving.

"We could... see what's on TV."

His trail of kisses went down from her throat and stopped just on her chest, where the neckline of her shirt sat on her ribcage and collarbone. His hands started to move again, sliding down from her waist and going down to the hemline of her jeans, where he ran his fingers gently across the stitching of the top of her jeans, before hooking his fingers into the belt loops.

"Or... we could... do something... much more fun."

Felix's Vegas tones drawled softly as he lifted his head to kiss just behind her ear, where he breathed his last sentence. He smirked. It was up to Athena now. ;]


OOC__ OMFG. These two are wayyy too cute. =D
Pee-Ess: 1000 and 96 words, Emz darling. HA! Beat that. xD

[♥ sunshineKISSESx ™]

♥ ♥



Making sure her much loved homework book [not] was safe on the table bench thing she had left it on, she turned to Felix, a smile wide on her face.

”That’s a great idea! Riley wouldn’t suspect a thing.”

[/b]

She said happily as she listened to his idea. Flicking her hair slightly to remove a wisp of stray blonde hair, she turned to him once again, and began to speak.

”It’s a win win situation, for everyone.”

She said sweetly. Riley was definitely going to fall for it, she would bring her super snazzy pj’s over any time for Athena. She might even hope to catch a glance of Ryan, not knowing she would be getting so much more. A slight giggle escaped the mouth of her as he pulled her close, her large chocolate orbs gazing at him. She waited for him to begin to speak, hoping he could think of something VEERY exciting they could do. And, knowing Felix, he was sure to come up with something good.
A thrilling feeling ran through quickly through her body, shooting from one end to the other, as he began to kiss her. Her back arched slightly as he ran his fingers over her back. Her own hands moved from there position of at her side, to around his back, lightly tracing the bumps of his spine through his GREEN shirt.

”School, it could wait for a few more days, right?”[/b]

She suggested sweetly, giving him a wink afterwards. School could always wait, there was much more important things to be doing, like spending time with Felix. How she loved days like this. Her other boyfriends had been nothing on Felix, all they wanted was a hot girlfriend, a quickie, and then ran around telling all of their guy mates. It was stupid. That was probably why she never stayed with a guy for long, she was usually over their shallow ways by the time a few weeks, if not less, had been by. But, there was something different about Felix. He actually made her feel really special, and she felt like she could tell him anything. And she could only hope he felt the same way.

”Nothing ever good on tv at this time of day..”

She replied smoothly, a smile on her small face. Her rosy cheeks were highlighted more as she smiled her perfect to kiss shaped lips moving slightly as he kissed her each time. Her hands moved slightly, to the nape of his neck, where she began to play with his brown locks ever so slightly. His head, which was bowed slightly, made his hair brush across her face gently. Inhaling deeply, she smelt the magnificent scent of his shampoo, which smelt very much like Felix did. It smelt very good. Much good. Feeling his fingers playing at the top of her jeans, she moved her head slightly, planting a soft kiss on the side of his face.

”Much, much fun. Sounds like we have a plan there.”

Her voice slightly husky. Her orbs turned, joining his to her own, as she looked at him deeply, a smile still plastered on her face. But it wasn’t a fake smile, it was a very true smile. She moved her head forward, moving her lips ever so gently over his slightly rough jaw line, as the stubble tickled her lips. She moved her lips from his jaw line to just behind his ear, where she began to nibble it ever so gently, her heart pounding rather fast. She then trailed her kisses down the side of his neck, and then back up, returning to where she started, gently, on his lips, but this time she kissed a little harder, her lips pressing ever so more passionately. Bringing her head out, a cheeky smile appeared on her face as she watched him.[/size][/center][/blockquote]

[theLiZARDQUEEN]

♥

i'VE GOT MORE WiT, A BETTER KiSS
A HOTTER TOUCH, A BETTER F**K
THAN ANY BOY YOU'LL EVER MEET
SWEETiE YOU HAD HAVE ME ;]

Felix nodded at Athena's response to his plot for Ryan and Riley. He knew they would both fall for it. Both were loyal friends, and if Felix put on an urgent tone, Ryan would come running. Riley would do anything for her best friend, so dropping off PJs wasn't a weird thing to ask. Now that they had the best-friends dilemma sorted out, it was time to get on to more important business. ;] The kitchen was silent as the two teens stood entwined in each other's arms. The only sound was their breathing, the occasional murmured sentence and their heartbeats. Felix could hear Athena's quite clearly, as he pressed his body to hers, he could feel it beating away against his own. It gave him a feeling of utter security, as if nothing could ever happen to him. As long as Athena's heart beat against his own, everything would be alright. It was actually scary to Felix how much he loved her; he felt that he would explode with love and there would be no more Felix, just a puddle on the floor. How could someone possibly make you so happy? It should be scientifically impossible. It was against the laws of physics, that Felix should love Athena so much it hurt.

"Yes, it can."

He murmured softly in response to Athena's comment on school. He was glad she had voted against that idea. It wasn't really a way he'd like to spend his Saturday, studying Chemistry while he had his apartment to himself and his beautiful girlfriend over. ;]

"No, there isn't."

He was barely conscious of what he was saying now. Athena's hands were roaming in the hair at the nape of his neck, and this made him shiver with delight. His head, much higher up than Athena's, but only slightly, was bowed down as he kissed her neck again, feeling the goosebumps on her skin and knowing he had them too. His hands slid across the waistband of her jeans, where they sat low on her hips. Because Athena's arms were raised up around his neck, her shirt had ridden up slightly, exposing the smooth skin of her waist. Felix placed his hands there, sliding them up slowly, feeling the soft silken texture of her skin. A pang of cold metal shot through his skin but he ignored it, knowing it was just her belly ring, as he'd seen it at the beach.

"Sounds like we have a plan."

Felix's voice was husky now, and matched Athena's. Her kisses on his jaw line, trailing up to his ear where she started to ever so gently nibble made Felix's knees weak, and he took a step back to catch his balance. As she kissed his lips, he kissed back, smiling into the kiss. Oh, how he loved moments like these. Hands still roaming her waist, Felix took another step back, towards the door of the kitchen, which led to the hallway, which led to his and Ryan's rooms. He knew that they both knew what the definition of 'something much more fun' meant, and since Athena had agreed, he knew she wouldn't freak out when he led her to his bedroom. Continually stepping backwards, Felix wasn't willing to let go of her to walk to his room, and so began the tentative feeling around the room for a surface to hold so he could figure out where he was and how close he was to the door. Lips still glued to hers, he eventually found the doorway and manouvered through it, entering the hallway where he put one hand against the wall to balance himself while he walked backwards.

Soon they reached his room, and he fumbled with the doorknob behind him, managing to twist it and push the door open, revealing his abode. The walls were painted white with a blue feature wall, and his mahogany wardrobe sat against one wall. His big double bed was furnished with a beautiful wooden frame and bedstead, and the white sheets had been freshly washed the day before, so they were nice and clean. =] A selection of guitars sat against one wall, lined up in order of acoustic and electric. An old, battered acoustic sat on it's antique frame, while two electrics, a red Fender and his precious white Gibson Les Paul sat next to it. A keyboard stood in one corner, accompanied with a music sheet filled with sheets of handwritten music and lyrics. His bedside table was crammed with stuff; on the top sat a lamp, two picture frames, his cell phone, iPod and an old, worn, leather-bound book that was falling apart. The book was his lyric journal, and falling-out pages were filled in Felix's handwriting. The two photo frames had two very special pictures in them; one, a photo of Felix and Athena, in each other's arms and smiling at the camera. The other was a photo of a big group of friends, arms around each other and laughing. There was Felix and Ryan in the middle, Felix's arms around Athena and likewise, and Ryan holding Riley close. Ryan and Riley were both not looking at the camera, and instead looking at each other and smiling. In front of the four sat Spencer, Ella, Jon and Carrie, equally paired up and smiling. It was possibly Felix's most favourite photo ever, apart from the one of him and Athena, for many reasons. One, because it showed that Ryan and Riley really did have their own little world together ;], and two, because he loved those seven people more than the world.

Enough rambling about Felix's room. Arms still around Athena, Felix tentatively sat on the edge of his bed and disentangled himself from her. He gazed at her mushily, feeling very corny and cheesy. He tucked a strand of blonde hair behind her ear and tilted her chin upwards to meet his face. A few moments passed before Felix uttered three very important words that hadn't truly been spoken aloud between the pair, but felt very strongly. Not until he'd said it did he realise that he'd actually said it to a girl for the first time and actually meant it with all his heart. He realised he had put his heart on his sleeve in every way a vulnerable teenage guy could and he left it up to Athena to make or break their relationship by responding with equal amounts of feeling or walking away, disgusted with herself for dating a lame, cheesy guy.

"I love you."


OOC__ TOO CUTE!! by the way, guess how much that one was? 1225 words. =] i am way too cool for school. xD

[♥ sunshineKISSESx ™]

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN A FAT KID LOVES CAKE. ♥

A shiver ran from her spine as his hands began to touch her bare skin, but it was a good feeling. Her heart was still beating a mile a minute, but the feelings inside weren’t mixed, they were just filled with love and devotion for her lover in her arms. She couldn’t imagine her life without Felix anymore, and if it wasn’t for him, and of course Riley, she probably would have left Lakeland by now, and moved back to the city. Even though she had disliked her mother for sending her here at the beginning, Athena had now decided that it was the best thing that had happened in her life. Now she had a lot more friends, that she loved even more than her old friends back home, and had finally met her sister. Darcy, the blonde ball of fluffhead had moved to Lakeland to get to know Athena, and so far, Athena rather liked her little sister. Although she was a bit of a bombshell, and rather stubborn, it was due for some genes in the family like that, well, on her fathers side. Athena had gotten all the sweet genes, and was a sweetie, where as Darcy was more stubborn, wanting her own way.

”Sound more than great.”

She whispered in his ear gently, her body tingling in the grasp of him. Stepping in rhythm with him as he balanced himself, they moved as one, in unison. Making sure the kiss that was being made was a passionate one, a smile crept to her lips gently as she kissed him. As she ever so gently pulled back, they began moving. She knew exactly where they were heading, and she wasn’t worried about it. Her own hands were still firmly planted on his back, she wasn’t letting go just let. Flicking her blonde locks ever so slightly, she moved the annoying stray piece which had made itself a right pain in the ass. Her gaze moved slightly as she looked around the hallway, a place which she didn’t usually take great care to look at. But now she was feeling slightly inquisitive, but she was still taking it all in with her stride. Her lips were soon pulled back into a kiss, and she didn’t resist. How could she do such a thing? That would be suicide. =]

As she head the door click, her coffee hued eyes quickly shot open, just to make sure he wasn’t opening a door that was hanging over the side of a cliff or something. Thankfully, it was only his bedroom, and after a quick look around the room which was a whiteish colour, with a shocking blue wall which was obviously the feature of the room, her eyes flickered close again for a second, before opening again. She had seen this room before, and knew most things well, but her all time favourite thing in the room would have to be, err, the pictures. She loved the picture of her and Felix, and remembered the day it was taken. They were both in a very ‘loving’ mood, and the photographer had just snapped the picture in the exact right moment, capturing every emotion in this single frame. She had the exact same one on the little bedside table beside her brightly coloured bed, and she often gazed into the picture as she was falling asleep, the moonlight often seeping through the curtains and reflecting off the glass that covered the photo. She didn’t have the other picture, but she had a similar picture of the same day. She remembered that day too, the group of eight all seemed to fit in together, and she got on really well with everyone. Come to think of it, she hadn’t seen Ella, Jon, Spencer or Carrie. The group of them should meet up sometime, once the whole Ryan/Riley thing was sorted. That was just a few photo’s that Athena had, the other hoard of them sat on a shelf in her room, holding many memories tight inside.

Bouncing herself down onto the bed of Felix, she reluctantly let go of him, but her face was soon turned to hers. Her hands sat gently by her side, her jeans slightly creased by the angle she was sitting, her top slightly riding up and the back. Her shoes sad lightly on her feet, and she felt a sudden urge to kick them off, and did so, she watched the green and red shoe whiz across the room, followed by the second, landing not so neatly, but pretty close together. A smile lit up her face, things like that gave her the giggles. Her gaze turned back to Felix, and she sincerely looked at him, a very serious look in her eyes. As he began to speak, her cheeks lit up, and her whole face brightened. She took a deep breathe, and began to speak.

”Guess what. I actually do love you more than anything else.”

Hoping he wouldn’t think she was some sort of ridiculous idiot for saying so, she just hoped that he did understand that that was the complete truth. Nothing could come between her and Felix, not now, and hopefully, not ever. =][/center][/size]

[theLiZARDQUEEN]

♥

SO TESTOSTERONE BOYS
AND HARLEQUiN GiRLS
WiLL YOU DANCE TO THiS BEAT
AND HOLD A LOVER CLOSE?

Felix bit his lip anxiously in the moments of silence between his statement and Athena's response. He honestly didn't know how she would respond. Of course, he knew how he'd like her to respond, but to Athena, he could be just another notch on her bedpost. It hurt him to think that, while he loved her more than anything else, she mighn't feel the same way and just be putting on an act. His eyes drifted towards the photo of them sitting on his bedside. Looking at Athena's face, and the ear-splitting grin on it as the photo captured him hugging her tightly and nuzzling her neck, he realised she couldn't be faking it. What was he thinking? He knew Athena. He knew she wouldn't lead him on. And, his thoughts were confirmed when she responded happily, smiling like a schoolgirl. He released his lip from it's torture and let a huge smile spread across his face. Grabbing her shoulders, he let loose with a quick

"Likewise,"

before falling onto his back on the bed and pulling her with him. His arms slid around her waist and he supported her weight on top of him. He leaned forward and kissed her quickly, short but sweet, before rolling over and putting her on the bottom. He raised himself above her, supporting his weight with his hands so he wouldn't crush her. Felix was a skinny boy, but he was still heavier than the delicate Athena May. Following her moves, he quickly kicked off his black Vans onto the floor before leaning his head down to connect his lips to hers. Eyelids shut over chocolate orbs and Felix was lost in the moment, his senses on fire. Her skin under his hands and the smell of her was intoxicating. He was feverish. He couldn't get enough of her. It startled him. He had never felt this way before. Sure, there was feelings, the mild sexual attraction. But nothing like this. Felix forgot where he was, who he was, all that mattered was that Athena was there and that he was holding her.

The sheets and duvet underneath them rumpled with their weight and the pillows were tossed aside. Felix shifted onto his back and let Athena's body fall on top of him. He smiled at her blissfully and dove his hands into her hair. The silky blonde strands ran through his fingers easily. He breathed in the scent of her, her beautiful floral perfume and the scent of Athena. Felix's normally oh so alluring hair was beginning to get flattened, and because a flattened rawk star hairdo was never a good thing, he ran his fingers through it quickly, and the ever so pesky strand of fringe fell down again, obscuring one eye. Usually he would push it back, but now he simply smiled slyly at Athena, knowing that leaving it there would make him look oh so sexy. =] Eyes were diverted to the clock hanging on the wall, and with delight he noted it was only 2.30 in the afternoon, and Athena had agreed to stay over. That meant they should probably take it slow. Yes. Take it slow.

Screw taking it slowly. Felix wanted Athena, and he wanted her NOW. It felt strange to be feeling like a hormonal teenage boy, because usually Felix managed to keep his hormones in his pants under control. ;] So needless to say, he was as new to this as any virgin. It struck him that he didn't know if Athena was a virgin or not. Hmm. This was quite the dilemma. ;] He himself was a virgin, though technically he was part virgin. ;] He hadn't gone all the way, but he had gotten verrryyy close with an old girlfriend who he'd dated for nearly a year. Felix wasn't that good with choosing girls, however, because this particular girl, upon finding out that he was a naive virgin, right at the pivotal moment, she had pulled out and walked away in disgust. That was the last he'd seen of her. So yeah. Not the nicest memory. ^^ Felix truly had no idea about Athena's, ahem, private encounters, but it didn't matter. Well, yeah, it did, sort of, because if she was a virgin, she would forever remember Felix as her first, and he smiled to think that she would remember him forever if, God forbid, they split up. However, if Athena was deflowered experienced, Felix would be just another notch in her bedpost, forgotten easily as she moved on to bigger and better things, so to say. ;] Well, whichever way it went, Athena would be Felix's technical first, which wasn't something to be forgotten easily. ;]

Felix took a deep breath, fiddling with the hemline of his shirt. It wasn't the fact that he was ashamed of what it hid - hey, even emorexic people can have muscle, alright? It's just... not as visible. xD - it was more the fact that he was, okay, yes, I'll say it, scared of being rejected again, like the evil ex Bianca, who was mentioned above. ;] The taking off of clothes brought a whole new ball game into play. Taking off your clothes meant you had to go the whole way. Well, not really, but it was an unwritten rule that everyone knew. If your pants and shirts stayed on, then it could be passed off as a heavy-duty make-out session. But the removing of clothes meant something much bigger, something Felix didn't know if he was ready for.

Looking into the chocolate orbs of Athena, he immediately felt better. If he was ready for anything, he was ready for this, and ready for this with Athena. It was right with Athena; Athena was the one for him. He smiled, tension gone, and the green shirt was whisked off and discarded on the floor of his room, along with both their shoes. He placed his hands on either side of her face and kissed her deeply. Holding the kiss, his hands slid down from her face and traveled down her sides, thumbs brushing gently over the side of her chest region. ;] His hands took on a life of their own, and slid down to the exposed skin at her waist, sliding up, up, up her shirt where his fingers skimmed lightly across the edge of her bra. His hands slid round to the back of her and traced the bumps of her spine, resting on her lower back and pressing her body so close to his that the sunlight previously shining through the gaps in their bodies from the window was crushed. The now shirtless Felix smiled into the kiss he shared with Athena as his hands started their journey again.

OOC__ oh yeah! 1235 words! my my my. the felix mooz is on fire today. =]

[♥ sunshineKISSESx ™]

KiSS ME ONE LAST TIME.. ♥

Her heart began to beat faster for a few minutes, hoping that Felix believed her. She didn’t mind if he didn’t feel the same way. No, wait, she would worry. That would be no good. But soon the reply was soon, and her heart rate began to slow down slightly, but only just. As soon as it had gone down, she was pulled right onto Felix, who was now lying on the big comfy bed. She felt his arms slide around her slim waist, and she moved her hands to his hair, running her fingers lightly through as he lightly kissed her. But soon her petite body was swapped from top to bottom, and she was now lying under Felix. Her chocolate orbs were soon shut, and lightly dusted pink eye shadow was all that was visible on her eyelids. She kissed him hungrily, for as much as he was a hormonal teenage boy, she could just as much be a hormonal teenage girl. Everything in her body was pumping a mile a minute, and she felt although she was tingling, the thrill of Felix lying above her almost overwhelming. His too sweet scent was overpowering, but she still inhaled in through her nose deeply, her lips still locked tightly with Felix’s.

Every so often her eyelids would flicker open, and she couldn’t remember having as much fun with any boyfriend previous, but it probably was also to do with the fact that she trusted Felix with her life. He would never try and hurt her, and she knew that all to well. She didn’t take it for granted though, she felt the same for Felix. She was prepared for everything else that was going to happen today, it wasn’t as though she was a virgin. Growing up in New York, even the good girls gave it up at sixteen, and she hadn’t been such a good girl. Not saying that she had slept around, she had slept with two guys in total. She had lost her virginity at sixteen, a party, her boyfriend, a drunken rampage. She actually hadn’t remembered any of it, but waking up to someone naked with a killer headache, and feeling pretty shit, she had put two and two together. The other guy she had done it with was a boyfriend she had actually loved, and thought was a very decent guy. They had dated for about two months before she had sex with him. But, she thought she had loved him for real. Now, as she thought back on it, it had just been painful, and they had broken up a week after. The thing is, now, she actually realized she had never loved the guy, at all. She had just thought so. Now she was with Felix, she actually wished she was a virgin once again, so he could be the one taking her virginity off her. Not that she wouldn’t remember it, it would actually be the first person she had actually really loved, and then slept with. And that was a first for Miss Athena May.

Athena sort of come back to earth after a bit longer in dream world, and her eyes flickered open, taking in her surroundings once again, The muchly gorgeous Felix above her, the blue and white room around her, the amazing pictures on the sideboard. She wanted to remember this as much as possible, and knowing Felix, he would give her a great time. Not once did it slip into her mind that Felix could be a virgin, she would never think of someone as amazing as him could still be a virgin. In her mind, it was damn right impossible, especially if she had known him a few years earlier. ;]

Her eyes connected with Felix’s for a second, and she gazed deeply for a second, before he began to remove his top. She couldn’t help but stare. But her stare was son interrupted buy a lovely kiss. She felt the hands of Felix begin to run up her shirt. Her own hand felt warm on the cool skin of Felix’s back, but they soon moved up to his hair. Her hands couldn’t get enough of his hair, they continued to run lightly through it, for a few seconds. The soon moved though, to find where Felix’s hands were. She placed her hands over his, and grasped the bottom of her own shirt. Moving it slowly up her body, she broke the kiss, band pulled the tight tee off her body. Throwing it astrew on the floor, it revealed a tanned, flat stomach with her small pink diamond belly bar through her bellybutton. Her bra was a brightly pinstriped one, with plenty of colours, on a diagonal. She loved the bra she was wearing, and it was a great coincidence that she was wearing it today. Her fingers grasped his chin gently, and then directed them to her lips, where they were awaiting a kiss.[/center][/size]

[theLiZARDQUEEN]

♥

ON MY KNEES, i'LL ASK
LAST CHANCE FOR ONE LAST DANCE
'CAUSE WiTH YOU, i'D WiTHSTAND
ALL OF HELL TO HOLD YOUR HAND

Ahh, yes. It was quite embarrassing for Felix to know that he was still a virgin. Keep in mind, though, that until he was fifteen, Felix lived in a Stepford Wives suburbia town and went to an all-boys school. His old school was possibly the most warped school you could imagine. It was completely backwards from, well, every other school in the world, practically. At his old school, it was cool to wear the school tie. The popular clique of boys at his old school were the ones who had the best grades, and the unpopular ones were the ones that got in trouble. If you were told off, you were immediately demoted to a loser. It did his head in, as Felix was constantly in trouble for something or other. In every class, there's always a scapegoat that everyone blames everything on and the teachers pick on. Well, in his school, every kid was perfect, and Felix was the oddball, so naturally, everyone turned to him. It didn't even matter if the teacher saw someone else do it; Felix was immediately blamed. When he was about 10 he realized fighting did nothing except get him told off for back-chatting; so he shut up and put his head down. He figured he'd probably spent more time in the principal's office than the classroom.

The only other school in his town was the all-girls school (they seperated the boys and the girls because they believed co-ed schools were 'scandals waiting to happen' - they meaning the parent's committee, i.e. every parent in the community. Naturally his mother was the head honcho.) which was the school his three sisters attended. The girl's school, from an outsider's eye, was every bit as immaculate as the boy's school, but the girl's school held a darker secret known only by the students; the girls were a lot wilder and slept around. This only started happening when Felix turned into a teenager, and all the boys were shocked by this behaviour and didn't know what to do. It was only a small group of girls, around ten or so, while the other's were spick and span. Felix knew for a fact that his older sister Nicole was in that group, and he had cornered her with it one time, and she had flat-out threatened to chop off his balls if he told, so Felix had sworn to take the secret to his grave. It was quite ironic actually, as Nicole seemed like a perfect specimen of a Stepford housewife waiting to happen. But, first appearances are usually decieving, as they say. ;]

So, it was after Felix's unceremonious ditch by Bianca, a girl in the slutty group, that his name was written in mud to the group, and that was why he hadn't done the nasty, although he was seventeen and super hawt. xD Actually, Felix had only really become good-looking in the past couple of years, just like Ryan. ;] The two were now renowned hotties, although just a few years ago, Felix Lawson had been Martin Eugene Engle, super nerd by normal school standards and evil troublemaker by his school standards. Yes, it was a twisted life he led. ;] He had changed his name to Felix and taken his birth father's name of Lawson soon before being kicked out to Wisconsin. But hey, he wasn't complaining. ;] Felix still felt like a loser though, when he heard some of the jocks bragging about the 'wild party' on the weekend where they'd apparently bedded their seventh chick this year. And although he'd had an urge, just like all males, to jump in the sack with Athena since the moment he'd met her, he hadn't wanted to push things or make her feel uncomfortable. That was the kind of guy Felix was. A little too sweet for his own good. ;]

As Athena placed her hands over his and guided them to the hemline of her shirt, Felix smiled. Even though he hadn't officially done the nasty, that didn't mean he hadn't gotten intimate his some of his girlfriends over the years. So clothes-removing wasn't all that new to him; it was the morning-after, the falling-asleep-in-each-other's-arms, the awkward-conversation-afterwards-in-the-morning-when-they'd-realised-what-they'd-done that he wasn't accustomed to. Although he was new at all that stuff, Felix was still in his league here. He didn't feel like a bumbling twelve-year-old who had just discovered that girl's bodies were different just yet. ;] At this moment in time, if Felix knew that Athena had previously slept with two guys, he would gladly have stuck his head under a pillow and refused to come out until he was eighty. It was super embarrassing to have to tell someone you were a virgin, especially if they weren't. So Felix, unknowing of Athena's experience, was happy to continue with their current proceedings without complaint.

He grasped the hem of her shirt and helped pull it upward, discarding it on the floor along with his. His gaze matching hers, he couldn't help but run his glance over her perfect body. Wow. He hoped Bianca had developed a little since their encounter, because she had nothing on Athena. ;] It continually astounded Felix how he managed to land such an amazing girl like Athena, when he himself was such a lame excuse for a human. It didn't occur to Felix, as constant years of being told he wasn't good enough, that maybe he was a bit of a catch himself. Felix never thought he measured up to people he saw as better suited to Athena, people way out of his league. He looked into her eyes now, and mouth speaking before his mind could refrain from it, he spoke in a low tone of awe.

"Why did you settle for me? Athena, you can do so much better than me. Why did you choose me?"

The puppy dog look on his face was almost pitiful, as Felix lay on his bed, wearing only his skinnies, while a beautiful blonde girl, wearing jeans and a bra, lay on top of him, asking her why he choose him. It struck him as immensely stupid, as Athena could suddenly see what a loser she was dating, and decide to go find someone better. This thought made Felix clutch her waist closer to him than ever, preventing her from running away. Although he had just announced to her that he thought he was a loser, he was not prepared for her to ditch him, as he had had done to him so many times before.

OOC__ aww. what a sadsack. xD guess how many this time? 1237. i am the cheese. =]